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- = [ Saturday, December 20, 2008 ] = -

We leave all the way till 2 jan 09 !

Its amazing how a year has passed so fast since I took the A's.

Many events coming up this EOY

- Family Gathering

- SRGE Chalet

- Christmas eve AMD event

- Christmas Day

- New Year Countdown !

OMFG PWNZ !!

To all my juniors who are (i'm assuming) working their ass off to buy all they wants and needs: Now you know studying is so much better =DD

Flamed by Heaven @ 8:41 AM

- = [ Thursday, December 04, 2008 ] = -

[Things in life won't change until you use your own hands to gently give it a starting push]

Things have gotten better over the period of time that has elapsed since the last time i typed out a post.

Time really passes quickly.

Its almost Christmas and the bells of celebration are already rattling away.

I hope time will continue to whiz by me like how a Lamborghini would just thrash a proton.

Things like fate and destiny really do exist.

I could not believe how lucky I am and I will try not to take it for granted.

I had the opportunities that many would not have been able to have.

I saw my beloved juniors through their jc2 year.

I watched them celebrate each others birthdays,

I watched them struggle through their exams and tests,

I watched them watching their juniors take over their places,

I watched them cramming day and sometimes night for their prelims,

I watched them go on stage and collect prizes when they graduated,

I watched them walk out of the exam hall smiling away with gleeful faces,

I watched them gather with their beautiful gowns and smart suits,

I WATCHED THEM GO INTO NS.

and I'll be watching them take their results when the time comes.

I truly am blessed.

Labels: blessed

Flamed by Heaven @ 6:24 PM

- = [ Tuesday, October 14, 2008 ] = -

Just had a very life changing talk with one of my admired guitar seniors. I've found out the many paths that I can take and that I must persevere if I want to make my future plans unfold the way I want them to.

The pinnacle of my path lies this Friday at 745pm. Wonder how will my life change from there. Will I be left astray? Will I rot into in-existence? Or will I be shown the true light that I must take in order to grasp tightly the future that I so look forward to.

This Friday... The Great Day....

(p.s Will be praying for all my juniors who are taking the A's this year. Jy jy !)

Flamed by Heaven @ 10:22 PM

- = [ Wednesday, October 08, 2008 ] = -

[ My Life's Flame - The Everlasting Blaze That Braves Even Water ]

In this generation of ours, I can never imagine one thing.

Its so unreal that none of us will really ever see it even in the slightest of possibilities.

I mean, can you imagine yourself as you are now, with all the wonderful gadgets and gizmos around you, 40 years from now?

Will we be following our forefathers and be stuck in a generation much more advanced than our own now?

Will kids on the streets in 2050 look at us like how we look at our current elderly?

Ever wonder how much change this world is going to go through?

Will we even live to see the changes due to all the disasters around and all the damn terrorist?

I really cannot imagine it...

I thus swore to myself that I will NOT be one of those left behind by civilization.

I'm gonna be one of those cool old people when I actually reach that stage.

My grandkids will want to follow me too! Haha...

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[ You Are The One For Me ]

My true feelings have been realized...

Somehow I just can't get it out of my head...

It clogs my brain until I just wanna let loose like a crazy psycho...

ITS DRIVING ME NUTS !

~Whee

Labels: confusion wide spread

Flamed by Heaven @ 9:56 PM

- = [ Monday, October 06, 2008 ] = -

Why must all such good things come to an end?

Why cant the good stuff last longer?

Why does everything good that happens to me last so short?

Why why why ?

Pretty soon I'll just start going crazy in my little world of thoughts that I might not even be able to snap out of it.

The people closest to me now are getting further apart...

I'm feeling this sensation that I totally dreaded in the past...

This god damn feel of loneliness...

~ over and out in the shallows ~

Labels: Innocent Sorrows

Flamed by Heaven @ 11:10 PM

- = [ Tuesday, September 23, 2008 ] = -

Ossu !

Been busy and lazy to post lately...

Life rocks even though I'm serving NS cause I got some of the best people that I could meet to accompany me.

Even though the period I will be spending with them is short, I'm glad I met them and I will never regret ever having told them such personal stuff about myself.

Even after they leave, we'll always keep in touch and meet up to chat about our life.

I can't believe I actually found someone very similar to myself. Way to go man ! HAHAHA

5 Things I Really Want To Spend Time Doing

1) Photograph all my favourite locations
2) Organising and compiling a spectacular photo album that depicts the best parts of my life
3) Take Guitar lessons @ Yamaha
4) Spending time with my beloved juniors and class
5) Cleaning my figus =D

Flamed by Heaven @ 9:18 PM

- = [ Sunday, September 14, 2008 ] = -

Been quite some time since I last posted an entry.

This one is specially going out to my newly found friend, Milkram !

If not for him I think my ns life would have been just torment after torment.

Life's been good so far and I keep counting down to the day when my ns liability would disappear totally !

Current Count Date : 22 months and 2 days

I leave you with one of my old productions. I just happend to chance upon it.

Enjoy ~

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Flamed by Heaven @ 7:46 AM

- = [ Wednesday, July 23, 2008 ] = -

CS, Geraldine and Fiona Birthday !

Man are we evil sia...

Today's Secret Ingredients : Coke Zero + Mentos

Thats [ 8 Coke Zeros and 9 Tubes of Mentos ]

You should be able to guess what happens next la...

Anyway took mc today.. the poly clinic very fast if you go early =3

Sianz man... Don't know if I can tahan her anymore sia...

I'm gonna wring her sprawny little neck and butcher her like a chicken.. Bloody *****

Grr super pissed the day before loh ... but i dowan to write in case i remember more ... GRAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH !!!! @#%#$^@#$!

Flamed by Heaven @ 10:07 PM

- = [ Monday, July 21, 2008 ] = -

Nth much today... found out how to come back home from paya lebar air base.

Airforce school is big sia ! OMG ! haha..

Pretty normal day it is...

Managed to finish all my work and prep for this friday =3

Off to sleep ler super tired ! \

~ciaos

Flamed by Heaven @ 10:39 PM

- = [ Sunday, July 20, 2008 ] = -

There was a reason why people are made unique to each other.

There is this reason why there shouldn't be another me out there somewhere on this planet.

The name may be the same, the birthday may be the same BUT HE ISN'T ME !

I AM ME !!

I am special to my friends. No one can replace me. HHAHAHAHAH

(okay sounding damn super stupid now but just go with the flow ya?)

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Today rather slack... got 2 new negima comics ! No. 5 and 12. =3 uber nice !

Spent most of e time with bro bah.. nothing much

Cya

Flamed by Heaven @ 10:05 PM

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The Dark Knight... The movie we wanted to see...

ALL FULLY BOOKED FOR EVERY DECENT TIMING POSSIBLE !!!

WTH sia... Our usual movie gathering became the old school lan version instead loh.

Anyway...

I just realised that Life isn't a competition.

There are times when I walk along with the public and think to myself...

"In what ways am I better than this fella?"

or

"What do I have that he doesn't"

Sometimes it just gets to me...

Somehow I just want it all to pass right under my nose...

NS Faster end !! I want to go NTU !! T.T

Flamed by Heaven @ 12:21 AM

- = [ Friday, July 18, 2008 ] = -

Today was a quick and fast day. But what made it felt long was because of a certain someone.

Let me tell you about someone... This person can only be described with one word. That word is F***. I mean it... just hearing that person talk would make you wanna take the nearest object and whack the shit out of him/her. I think I might really go insane if this goes on... someone help me. Why the hell must you talk in that manner? Does the WHOLE FKING WORLD OWE YOU A SHIT !? You think you are soooo funny BUT you are NOT. You are the MOST IGNORANT STUPID LITTLE DEMENTED PEA BRAIN I HAVE EVER MET. Karma will surely get to you... just you wait. All will reap what they sow and you sow misery for years to come!

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Phew... got that out of my system. Anyway, went to school today after work only to find out that it was JC1 parents night and my wonderful juniors were not in school... so ended up eating outside alone =.= GRAAARROOUUUU !!

Came home to finish up some encoding and planning for Saturday. Gonna watch The Dark Knight! Yeah!

I'm really amazed. I have known people and yet I don't really know them. In this week I have found out interesting facts about my close friends that I have not discovered in over 3 years of friendship... I was flabbergasted. Really, I need to buck up and learn more about my friends so that our bonds will deepen even faster.

Discovered 2 new juniors names that I presumably didn't know to begin with. Haha.

They are : 1) Zhen Yong 2) Bernice Lee

Cool.. haha.. but they dowan jia peng with me just now =.= !!

Thats all for now. My Figu collection is expanding. gonna take pics and post them up here, haha...

Oyasuminasai minnah ! =3

Flamed by Heaven @ 11:46 PM

- = [ Monday, April 28, 2008 ] = -

I would like to thank all my wonderful juniors for letting me experience one of the most fruitful and not to mention floury birthdays of my 19 years as a human being. haha ...

Thanks to my imoutou (amanda) for the big slap on the back. Oww....

Special thanks to jerry, rui xiang, cheng sheng, xie chao and others (couldn't see who) that turned me into this white 1.75m tall talking unbaked rice flour creature.

Especially thanks to seok han who helped most of the planning =D

Those who fell sick on this special day (Sarah and Misa) please get well soon!

My Wish this year was meant for you all ! May you all get the A level results you desire =D

Love you all very very very much and cant bear to part with you all when I begin my journey to manhood haha.

Thanks for the well-wishes as well ! News travels really fast sia haha

Labels: Birthday Fun =D

Flamed by Heaven @ 10:32 PM

- = [ Sunday, April 20, 2008 ] = -

The camp was the best man... Never had so much fun and slept so little in my life =D thumbs up ! YEAH

SRGE ROCKS !

Flamed by Heaven @ 9:22 PM

- = [ Tuesday, April 01, 2008 ] = -

Its been roughly 2 years since I first saw the first episode of this anime. At that time i thought to myself... "What kind of lame name anime is this?" After the first episode, I got addicted to it like I was on drugs. I wanted more! Haha...

I just finished watching the last episode of Shakugan no Shana Second and I am DESPERATELY trying to find the song that you are hearing right now (Shana II Ep 24 Insert Song). Mami Kawada just rocks. Most of her songs just inspire me more and more. Cant wait for season III ... Sure have one ! hahaha... Btw... my shana collection is expanding ! ho ho ho !

Well, I have around 2 months left before I enlist and have my hair taken away from me.. haha... The true sole survivor of my class you could say... haha... This won't hinder my progress on my les paul tho ! I will make sure I master "I'm Alright" and "JOINT" before I go in ! haha =D

Tomorrow got guitar ! Cant wait to go see my kawaii no khohai hahahaha

Chillzz ...

Labels: Shanutz

Flamed by Heaven @ 10:03 PM

- = [ Sunday, March 16, 2008 ] = -

Friends - The one last thing you wanna lose before your own life.

Rule #1 : Do NOT take them for granted. They are the only other family you got besides school.

Rule #2 : There is no such thing as losers and winners between friends.

Rule #3 : True friends will stand by each other in times of need. Those that leave you in the lurch can just be well off dead.

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Didn't exactly have a fantastic day. How can one have a good day when he gets such a huge emotional shock from the best friend. My friends out there, please do not commit the same mistake my friend did. Its hurtful to both parties and theres no happy end in sight.

However, we've patched up and I hope this will strengthen the bond between us and no such event will ever happen again. Bros 4 ever. I mean it!

Labels: bros 4 life

Flamed by Heaven @ 12:59 AM

- = [ Saturday, March 15, 2008 ] = -

Alot of things have happened since the last post. All of them you could say are good things. Nothing tragic occured or rather the minimal for me la.

A Level Results :

"This year's A level results were much better. Lets take a look." Were the words from our dear principal Tan Teck Hock. But we didn't know what to expect. The tension was high and everybody dare not go and get results. The first friend whom I encountered taking the results ended up crying. This already triggered my nervous system over the edge. Whats more terrifying is that Ming meow and I were already together at Ming's place anticipating all the crap that would happen. Before we went to school we had no feelings whatsoever. But as we approached school we lost our appetite and started to panic.

My Class Results - Not too well if what I gathered was right. From what I know. about 5 or 6 of us are repeating. Some might be re-taking as a private candidate and some have not made up their mind. I pray for you guys to make the best decision !

My Results :

H1 GP --> D [WTH la... I was aiming for a B T.T must be my stupid structured questions]

H1 Econs --> B [This is one of the amazing scores cause my econs b4 A-lvls were always U]

H2 Maths --> A [Another miracle I tell you. From U to A ! Beat that !]

H2 Computing --> B [I heard no one in SR got and A T.T]

H2 Physics --> D [OMG la... My paper 3 screwed like mad and can get this is shiok liao]

When I got my results I was like jumping around like a mad man ! Hahahahah... I started hugging all my friends haha.. (no its not sexual harrasment !)

Since then we have been meeting up regularly to go to the NTU and NUS open houses. Actually NUS is today. So I havent seen it yet. I plan to go to NTU Mechanical Engineering ler.. haha might see some of my old sec school mates there too ! A new playing field here I come !

Labels: Pure Bliss

Flamed by Heaven @ 8:21 AM

- = [ Friday, February 22, 2008 ] = -

12th SRGE --> My Family outside of home

I love all my juniors from the 12th SRGE. Never fail to make me smile.

Lovely bunch of laugh-able maniacs that always tend to make me high.

I am so glad i choose the right people (except for some exceptions)

Thanks so much for being there to make my life even more enjoyable !

WOOO HOOOOO WE ROCK !!! (veryyyy shagged now... snoreee)

Labels: love my juniors

Flamed by Heaven @ 11:14 PM

- = [ Thursday, February 14, 2008 ] = -

One of the nicest valentine's day i've had =D

Details are classified ! ho ho ho !

Flamed by Heaven @ 11:07 PM

- = [ Friday, February 01, 2008 ] = -

From player to conductor ! haha...

conduction the srge isnt an easy task sia.

first u have to gain their attention and maintain total eye contact.

this mayyyy freak you out on the first try but luckily i noe them well haha...

had a great dinner with clarence and nelson and we chatted about erm.. haha "guy stuff" ho ho ho !

Stupid clarence ! i will force everything out of you ! hahaha !

Yay ! tmr going to sentosa with da gang. gonna be a blast haha.

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The feeling still resides...

haizz....

i still cannot forget...

the one and only... literally...

Labels: emo

Flamed by Heaven @ 10:58 PM

- = [ Sunday, January 27, 2008 ] = -

Anime-mania....

Went to kallang leisure park with Bur and Tofu to check out this store i found on e web forums called La Tendo. They specialize in anime figurines. I saw on their webby about the D.C II figurines as well as Shana ones but when I went there the D.C II all sold out ler T.T i cannot get the Otome Asakura. But we saw the Shana with
sword. Fuuuu... fantastic man... an art in its own way. But quite ex leh ... $94... pain in the wallet man.. hahah then saw the haruhi with gibson guitar haha.. $134! OUCH !

Its been decided man. After NS die die must go overseas trip to Japan ! woo hooo ! RECRUITING ANY FRENS WHO WANNA GO JAPAN AFTER NS ! PLEASE CONTACT ME ! YOU HAVE 3 YEARS ! SAVE UP HOR ! HAHAHAHA !

Labels: Anime Mania

Flamed by Heaven @ 11:00 PM

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A changed man ? Ganja ?

siao man... u donno what ns can do to a person.

that once slow-eating fellow now can eat faster than me. WTF ! haha

Anyway, had our mini-gathering to check out the hairstyles of those that recently got out of the 2 weeks confinement.

Ate at some wierdo japanese restaurant at The Cathay.

Its always the problem of where to eat that we always face when we go out. Quite the sianz loh. Always asking "Eh ! Where you want to go eat ?". Without fail will spend at least an hour trying to find a suitable place to eat and as usual, no dinner is complete without the usual laughs and the King's gourmet critism.

After that went to LAN at peace centre till about 1130 haha then chioning for train back. Stupid ganja and zep nearly make meow miss his last train home sia... lucky bugger haha...

Had a wonderful time today and tomorrows gonna be so busy again.. so many places to go and so little time. Arghh.. just a few more days b4 i can get my iPod Touch.. AHHH !!!

Labels: 2s23 NS

Flamed by Heaven @ 12:36 AM

- = [ Tuesday, January 22, 2008 ] = -

Working @ SRJC

Alot of things have changed there.

Bookshop now looks cooler than before.

HOD office is now seperated from the staff room.

Mr Samuel Ow has been replaced with a Mr Teo as the new O.M.

I am now under him haha.

1st day just asked to sort out keys here and there.

My god I have never seen that many keys in my entire life...

Anyway had lots of fun seeing the places that a student could never see in his/her 2 years in srjc.

The LAN rooms are like.. FREAKING COOL... I didn't know srjc can have such cool places haha.

THE STAFF ROOM IS HUGE MAN... HUGEEEEEEE .... SIAONESS !

Saw alot of my friends and teachers. Cant believe that me and clive are the only temp ex-student staff there. OMG LA.. ISHIDAaaaa

haha.. cant wait to see what i'll be doing tmr ! cya !

Labels: SRJC ROCKS

Flamed by Heaven @ 8:58 PM

- = [ Saturday, January 19, 2008 ] = -

Guitar Freaks. Yes that is what I am

Nelson came over to my place to jam today

I think I may have well found my first member of my band to be

He picks up fast and is a very eager person

Thank god for introducing to me such a nice junior

We gonna rock away to the tunes of anime music !

Hope to find more members though

Currently looking for a Bass player and a Drummer and we are all ready to go

Song In Session : Butter-fly
Artist : Wada Kouji
Anime : Digimon 01

Labels: Guitar Freak

Flamed by Heaven @ 10:22 PM

- = [ Thursday, January 17, 2008 ] = -

Sometimes people can be so annoying.

I quit my job today. Cause of the following reasons...

1) 10am to 10pm. 12 Hours. I don't think this is how I wanna spend my remainging days of freedom from NS. My whole day burnt everyday including weekends. Cannot la. Really no life.

2) The pay... 4.4 per hour... I met a fren who works 5 hours less than me but is paid almost 3 times as much. What is this world coming to !?

3) The bloody old hag. I swear I would strangle her if she had sprouted one more bloody work from that wrinkled up old mouth of hers. Everything EVERTHING i do she will nag here and there like i am her son. Telling me to pull customers that obviously have no intention of buying or even the slightest interest in her so-called one-of-a-kind art work. WELCOME TO REALITY B***H ! THIS WORLD AINT GONNA LET U EARN BIG BUCKS EASILY! I practically nearly told customers NOT to buy her stuff. GRRRR !!

Anyway. Enough of the lousy stuff.

Went back to SRJC to see the 12th and 13th batch of guitar people. Nice bunch of energetic people the 13th batch. Glad to see their in the spirit of JC life and are enjoying themselves. How i wish i can go back to their time. I miss my JC time. T.T

Played the orientation games with them and chit-chatted with the lot. Tried out those lames games like "How many meh meh jump over the wall" and "Bang bang who died?" Haha... Real bunch of jokers they all are! Am expecting high hopes from you all. Do us proud!

BIG NEWS : KEVIN YEO, INSTRUCTOR OF SRGE HAS RESIGNED !
I heard it from the new teacher-in-charge Mr Edmund Koh. I was like... omg ? Jia Ming's prediction or rather curse came true. Haha... could be that he got quite sian of SR liao lol.

Tonykaku (Anyway in Japanese), I am still in a pinch as to choose the "iPod Touch" or the "PSP Slim & Lite". Do leave comments on my tagboard haha.

Songs currently converting to guitar : Butterfly by Wada Kouji from Digimon 01

bye bye ~<3

Labels: work is over

Flamed by Heaven @ 10:03 PM

- = [ Wednesday, January 16, 2008 ] = -

Don't worry be happy. This was my Ah Gong that i knew throughout my 18 years of living and breathing. A very cheerful and energetic person that never fails to suprise us with his teochew opera singing and his funny actions.

Up till now i can still remember the vision of him lying on the sofa with his trusty sponge-covered microphone in one hand and some peanut candy in the other, singing away to his heart's content.

My other Ah Gong (Dad's side) died shortly after I was born. He held me when i was about a few months old. I never even got to meet him.

Life is something everyone treasures and death is something everyone would not like to encounter. But the truth is we cannot evade death forever. Man who try to seek immortality are just nothing but fools who wish to find a loophole in god's ulitmate creation. Death is part and parcel of life. We have to live with it. The pessimistic will constantly live in fear of death while the optimistic will try live a fufilled and wonderful life.

My Ah Gong has amazing willpower when he managed to prove doctors wrong by keeping on going past the 48 hour timeframe they gave him. I am truly in awe of him. I am sad that he is no longer able to enjoy the world with us now, but then again I am glad that he went peacefully and with no regrets after seeing all of his children and grandchildren. Go in peace Ah Gong. We burnt enough ingots to build u a castle =D

To my friends out there. Please do treasure you family. They are the only ones you can really turn to in times of trouble. Love all of you out there! ~<3

Labels: Farewell

Flamed by Heaven @ 10:23 AM

- = [ Saturday, December 08, 2007 ] = -

Ahhh.. just came back from a refreshing run near the cemetary route near my place

Had a dental appointment 2 days ago. I HATE SCALING ... so painful T.T my poor teeth.

Now i must take really good care. Don't want another painful expierence.

Hmm... very hard to gather da class peeps to celebrate mr oh bdae... wonder if i can do it...

New songs on my FAVOURITES list:

1) Overdrive - Kurikinton Fox
2) Doubt & Trust - Access
3) Virgin's High - MELL

Flamed by Heaven @ 10:51 AM

- = [ Thursday, December 06, 2007 ] = -

I just realised how afraid of losing my friends I am.

Heres a dedication specially to my bro.

SAS --> Where boys become men

JC --> Where men become gentlemen

NS --> Where gentlemen become soldiers

This is a stage that will bring our BRO-ship to a new level

Throught the hardships and training will our friendship perservere.

Thanks for being my bro ! haha

BROS FOREVER !

Flamed by Heaven @ 12:06 AM

- = [ Wednesday, December 05, 2007 ] = -

Flamed by Heaven @ 8:36 PM

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Finally got the momentum to start blogging again [although nobody really reads this...]

but what the heck.. who cares? I just do it so that I have good memories of the past.

Alot of things have happened since the last paper of the GCE A LEVEL EXAMINATIONS

1. Prom
2. SA Gathering
3. 2S23 Gathering
4. Overnight LAN sessions

These events are too detailed to describe and pictures paint a thousand words right ?

So check it out on my gallery ! haha .. link is there >>>>>

Its day 5 out of 8 since Sarah left for LiJiang. Hope shes having a great time there haha...

SHOW ME PICS !! hahaha...

Nothing more to write.. am totally zonked from too much WOW-ing haha..

till next time..

~ciao

Flamed by Heaven @ 8:16 PM

- = [ Saturday, September 29, 2007 ] = -

-RETIRED FOR THE MOMENT-

will be back to posting once the A's are over.

Feeling very scared at the moment. haha ...

Please wait for me ! I hope things will work out the way the are supposed to !

I will always wait here for you

Flamed by Heaven @ 9:10 PM

- = [ Monday, August 20, 2007 ] = -

"Eternity"

Wow... its been so long since I last updated. Sorry guys.

The last few days kinda hectic haha.. national day celebrations that left us all laughing thanks to the teachers who put up a FANTASTIC show, night study schemes that left me wandering around at 4 am in the morning, opportunities that slipped out of my hand because of someone.(LOL you noe who you are!)

Today was rather good. Didn't fall asleep much except during the CLB lessons. Those arts people are really damn irritating. I felt like just taking the table and throwing it at them to shut their stupid traps. Don't they know that "Silence is Golden" !?

Anyway.. Yesterday night suyin called my 3 times just to discuss the performance thing and well ... erm... Haiz... all I can say is "delima". Sobs... why does it have to be me ? T.T

Just finshed doing the powerpoint slides for teachers day and I love 'em.

Recent songs that have caught my undivided attention:

Endless Rain - X Japan [80% done]
Raindrops Keep Falling On My Head - Burt Bachaman [15% done]
Love Me - Collin Raye [25%]

Till next time!

btw

- GALLERY UPDATED -

check it out at my links somewhere >>>

Labels: long post

Flamed by Heaven @ 10:18 PM

- = [ Tuesday, August 07, 2007 ] = -

"Guitar Outing"

omg... I mean OMG ... really ... its finally true !

A guitar outing ! haha ... weee cant wait !

They intend to go seoul garden. Gotta starve.. haha

Wear your home clothes day was sorta okay.

Quite funny when larry came with the mao tze tong t-shirt. haha...

See you guys tmr ! wee

Labels: srge outing

Flamed by Heaven @ 11:53 PM